This is a blog I wrote several years ago, and I thought it worth re-printing with just a few modifications:
You know how it is, moms, when our children do things, we store them
up in our hearts to take out over the years, to review and cherish because
our children are so precious to us.
Mary was no different from you and me in that way, but her child certainly was different, and I am sure, he gave her many things to hold in her heart that were very different from the ones our children give us, didn't He?
imagine that many of you are like me during this season, reading the first three
chapters of Luke. It seems like I do that every year, and each year the
story holds just a little more in it that speaks to my heart as a mother and a child
As I meditated on the Christmas story this
morning, I paid particular attention to Mary. Maybe it's because my own
children are getting older and living their own lives, and when you add to that the fact that I've
put a whole lot less of the meaningless into the holiday the last five years,
less focus on food, fun and shopping and more attention to God's Word,
His Son, and living a godly life, but the words, "and Mary pondered all these things in her heart" spoke to me. What exactly does it mean to "ponder"? The online dictionary defines it as: To reflect or consider with thoroughness and care; to meditate on over time.
Imagine having angels show up at the birth of your child, or shepherds who left
praising God and spreading the word that your child was a special
child, the redeemer of mankind! That's one I'd want to pull out and
ponder now and again.
Imagine being the mother of the son of God and watching Him grow
up, learn to talk, say "mama" and "papa", take his first steps, lose his
first tooth, tie his shoes and other ordinary things? If we as mothers
of ordinary, everyday children store up their lives in our hearts,
think about how Mary must have felt knowing that her son was the Savior
of the world. Every thing he said or did must have made an imprint upon
her heart and mind.
Imagine losing your child for three days and finding him in the Temple teaching the teachers and adults; you're in a tizzy, and he calmly tells you that you had to know that he would be about his father's business! That's another one I'd have to think about.
53:3 says that Mary's son was a "man of sorrows", men "despised" him,
"rejected" him, hid their faces from him and gave him no value. How
does a mother hold that in her heart? I certainly know from experience
that when my children are sad, but really not just feeling sad, but
living with sorrow day and night, or when other people make them feel
unwanted and don't see their value, it gives me great pain in my own
heart! Strong's Concordance states that the word "sorrows" is
translated from the Hebrew word makove which means physical and mental
pain and sorrow of the soul. Yes, Mary's son was all those things, but think about the pain this must have brought to Mary's heart?
Then there's the Wedding at Cana in John 2:1-10. The wedding host
runs out of wine and Mary goes to Jesus and tells him about it and
he tells his mother that it's not time yet for him to do miracles and
reveal himself. She tells the servants to do whatever he tells them
to do and as a result, the wedding host ends up serving the best wine
last when it is customary to serve the best wine first before everyone is
tipsy and don't know what's what.
John tells us in
his gospel that if all the things Jesus had ever done were written down
that there would not be enough books to hold them!!!
As we celebrate his birth today,
whether it's in quiet contemplation or boisterous family gatherings,
let us ponder anew the miracle that occurred that day in Bethlehem. God became flesh and dwelt among men, lived with them, loved them as friends and family, and died for them and us.
Yes, God himself saw our helplessness and cast off all about himself
that was holy, godly, and supernatural, and became a "man of sorrows",
"bruised for our iniquities", and "wounded for our transgressions" so
that we might be restored to our intended relationship with God the
Everyday is Christmas as far as I'm
concerned. Emmanuel, God With Us, Prince of Peace, King of Kings,
Jesus Christ, Y'eshua, Messiah came and paid the price so that we might
be set free from sin and its consequence...death!
Take the time today to ponder in your heart, like Mary, the many things that have been written about her son in the Bible (the one and only source for truth)!
May God bless you in the new year with his presence, his peace and his love and grace.